Who am I? I'm a part time nanny and philosophy tutor. I'm a student and car on-call for my father.
I'm not a bridesmaid, though. One of my best friends is getting married tomorrow... and I was supposed to be in the bridal party... but I can't go. I can't be a part of her special day. Instead of watching my friend get married to the love of her life, I'm going to be watching an 11 month old baby and helping her mother write a philosophy paper.
I can't go, but the one person who I would be happy to never see again can. She can be there for our mutual friend in a way I can't. They'll be having fun and making memories to last a lifetime... and I'll be nursing a headache and trying to keep a baby entertained from noon til 8 at night (if not later).
Yeah, I'm jealous...I'm big enough to admit it. But as long as the wedding is beautiful and she's happy I think I'll be okay. I want her to have her fairytale even if I can't be a part of it.
Awe Manda, I love you <3 she loves you too it's ok you couldn't go. but I don't blame you I would have been jealous ifIcouldn't go either :(
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